Saturday, December 25, 2010

my result....

i get my result!!!
even tat time i'm in genting was nt here
but i get my worst result
it was queit ok for me
but,,,it was worst for my family

watever,it was passed i din care it anymore



but i care with someone tat lose their smile with tiz result
i wanna c their smile
they are belong with smile aren't the tears



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i hope we still will be together
same class nex year
hope it,pray for it ....




guys,
keep ur smile
i love the smile tat always shown on ur face
i love tat 1 who r always happy & smiling
tat 1 we laugh together
laugh till ppl tot we r mad

but nt ur tears,
when u sad,u cry
b'lif tat we will be together so
settle the problems tat u met together ;)



xD

Thursday, December 23, 2010

tomorrow.....

tomorrow...
it's a day tat may b will memorized
cz tomorrow,no, it's later, pmr result will be publish at 10 o'clock
i fell nervous & a little bit fear to get the result
i feared i'm going to fail to live up to the expectation to me of someone
espiacially, my parents....
they always wan me to get gud result,  & better than my bro

well
ltr all the form 3 students is going to get their result
but, i cant go, cz that time i'm nt at here
so i ask my fren hlp me take my result too
but i'm still nt sure isn't school will allow or nt
 i hope they can allow tat

i'm jz demand tat nt to file for weak subject for me
hope my frens can get their result as wat they wan
hope all will be success

with this travel, i can b relax for din get the result so
but i oso got a little bit wanna get it myself
but i still feared to face the truth....


guys,
watever how bad the result is
it will pass ,so mz be happy o
watever wat it will be later,
hope u guys bring gud news for me ^^


byeeeeee
it's time to move on ^^




阿弥陀佛。。。









;)   SMILE  ;)

Friday, December 17, 2010

○●习惯●○

昨天的习惯
今天不能再习惯,明天。。。

更没有本钱去习惯。。。

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昨天,以前的习惯,总在某些原因而不再能够去习惯



但是。。。
明天,以后,我们还会有更多的,更的习惯等着我们去习惯啊
我们是该尝试新的

u never try it, u will never know

所以,我们又何必为了些以前的习惯执着呢?


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有人说,习惯三天就能养成
要改掉,三年也不知能否改掉。。。


不知道大家有没有试过
某一天,你发现原来你以前习惯得不能在习惯的事,
现在竟然没习惯,会不会觉得,习惯这东西,有那么些的奇妙哦?

我有耶,
而且还是我没想过我会不再习惯那些习惯


以前我习惯了一天不按电话,心就痒
现在反而是,

能够习惯了不听到那电话响起的铃声了。。。



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原来啊

我以前所习惯的,现在一部分
已经不再习惯了。。。


我习惯了你们的笑容,开心   

习惯了你们是在说我,却在关心我
习惯了这现实的世界
习惯了。。。不管电话的铃声会不会响

             只要在我身边,就莫明的感到有安全感。。。。

也习惯了。。。
许许多多的事情。。

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但也同时,在些必要之下


即使是讨厌,也要成为习惯之一

讨厌寂寞,但它已成为习惯。。。


有些事,总在长大了才明白,即使你多么讨厌,在你必经的路程中
你还是要去习惯。。。


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Thursday, December 16, 2010

一年过了又一年~

2010年,眼看剩十多天,就即将成为回忆中的一部分
我们也将迎接一个新的开始

也就代表着~
×PMR的成绩即将放榜×
×不会再和大家同意班×
×既要接受新的学业,新的开始×


好想大家哦,多希望大家都还在同一班。。。




成绩要出炉了
你问我怕吗?                 当然怕咯
但那天,店里一位客人
就问了我,我说怕
他说,何必怕呢?
考也考过了,怕也没用
不如,接受事实,在下一次,更努力咯


想想,他说得也没错啊

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haiz~~~
真是的,为什么我就是那么的。。。越来越糊涂
真的!ish!!!
我竟然,在这一个月多打工期间,一共打破三样东西!!!


★第一次是灯泡不小心掉下来,碎了
   幸亏,那也已经是坏了,要拿去claim 的

★第二次也是灯泡,那是我去拿灯泡出来要看
下面的‘关’不好,就酱滑下来,‘piang’,碎了
但幸亏,老板娘人好,没和我追究,说可以claim

★第三次。。。。
第三次和第二次,前后相隔不过五天罢了
那是我打破一个糖果罐,是老板娘拿出来放着,给我们吃的。。。
啊,都是我啦,拿都不会那好来,拿它盖
然后,就这样。。。滑下来,破了。。。。
又是个幸亏,老板娘没怪我
这。。。昨天才发生罢了。。。

●●○○今天。。。
haiz。。。
总之,我昨天跟今天不知道做么啦,一直出错。。。。
!!!!!!!


◎◎一切的幸亏,都因老板娘不怪我,谢哦
但我还是想买个罐装糖果  ^^ ◎◎

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新的一年又来。。。
我这放假,什么东西都没动到
跟妈说好上补习班,也没去到
结果,哪儿都没去,就只是在打工打工的
什么都没做。。。
开学该准备的东西也没准备到。。。
haiz,找几天放假,慢慢准备  xD


一年又来,那一些些,
就仿佛昨天才经历。。。





我好想你们大家哦~
*但愿&^%$#@*#&#^#& (我心中的话)




♥i miss u guys, MY DEAR FRENZ !!♥


the clock is point to 5
it's time i suppose go to bed now, i'm going be a panda liao  XD


♥GOOD NITEZ♥





Wednesday, December 08, 2010

一个时刻~

人啊,总在关键时刻时~~~


~才想到了珍惜
~才发现了那一个对你重要的人
~才发现原来你爱的那个人

~才知道,原来也是有人关心你的,即使是个与你不熟的人
~才发现,其实你都依赖着的那个人

~才发现你做的事是如此的无法挽回
~才发现,你伤了那个人
~才发现,你在乎你以为不在乎的人
~才知道,一个人的感觉





~才知道,你也有坚强的时候
~也才发现,哭泣是如此的伤心
~才发现,快乐让你把伤心抛开
~才知道,思念的感觉 是如此的煎熬


~才知道,在紧要关头时,才发现你不知道该找谁,不是因为太多,而不知道该找谁,而是太多人中,没有一个让你有理由,有那个感觉找的人。。。

~才知道,你不知所措的时候,快塌下的时候,有一帮一直默默支持着你
当你支柱的人。。。





★也就是这一些的‘才知道’,‘才发现’

×成为你明天的帮手
×让你更懂得,更明白
×更清楚这世界的现实,美丽,美好
×知道你的孤单,你的微笑,你的哭泣
×知道你并不是一个人
×明白,懂得你之所以不懂的



¥所以,享受你的生活¥


~让这些‘才知道’,‘才发现’  成为你成长过程的肥料  xD








*************************...慢慢地成长...************************
















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Thursday, November 25, 2010

class party ~~

今天,很奇迹般地,我一早就起床了咯  xD
爬起来买材料准备,只不过是吃bbq & steambot + jelly nia lo
幸好彤帮忙买零食  =)
因为。。。今天是我万分期待的class party咯  ^^
买买买回来都已下午了,然后又开始煮煮煮
幸好还有我亲爱的kakak和老妈在旁指导,不然大家要进医院咯
一点都不敢劳驾老母,因为啊,太刚好了,她生病
但她还载我到处买,对不起&谢谢。。。还帮我熬汤啊什么的


幸亏,到后来,我走去tesco买些剩下没买的东西时
佳来meet我,然后又开始
切切,剪剪,放进盒
然后,慢慢越多人来了,然后然后。。。
我就手脚乱了,东西越做越慌,kelam-kabut.....
幸好她们在帮我,谢谢呐 =)



在过后过后,敏倩&泽豪他们没有transport,不能来
然后,又请哥哥当driver,帮忙咯
没想到,他ok喔,真的太谢谢了。。。


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今天,是我蛮期待下的日子。。。
我以为大家都会尽兴地回家,但事实并不是我想象中的一样。。。
好像并不是很尽兴罢了咯。。。。。。。



今年的class party只是吃罢了,没玩游戏。。。
原本还有唱歌什么的,都是我没有计划得好好的
其实还可以更好的,是我。。。没做到。。。
对不起,没能让你们尽兴回家。。。



也很谢谢你们的帮忙哦~
倘若没你们的帮忙,我真的不能想象我做出些什么来着,谢啦 =)
当中或许我一小许的pek chek,对不起啊





but den feel a lot of apologize & a lot of thank you for u guys
helping me, thanks ya =)


hope u guys will enjoy the next gathering (if organise gain) 
;)


★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆★★★★★★★★★★★★★★


♥六朵金花♥


♥sohai jia ♥
   
♥ BF ♥


  
♥jia + qi +thong + wei ♥




 
♥jia+ qi + yee + wei ♥


♥ xue + jia♥


 
♥BFF♥ 

*吃后的惨样*

♥boys team♥

♥全体照♥
×后面多只"无尾熊" ×

♥thong+ jia♥ 

♥er mei + pei yee ♥





♥tat's not me   xD♥


♥ jia ♥ 



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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

♥ penang trip ~second part

21/11


跑完penang bridge回来,我们没休息
就直接冲凉,然后拖拖拖
12点酱,出门去准备K-歌3小时咯~~~



它的房间并不是普通的舒服~
mic不是普通的好~
沙发不是爽到我睡去~
我-朋友唱不是好听~


终而言之,就是好~~
爽·~~
然后价钱也不是好~~~
30++一个人
但也很值啦,包吃喝,自己选gok叻
算很好咯


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唱完k出来
我们就自己坐rapid去pelangi mall shopping ^^
虽然说跑回来时,脚真的很酸了
但~还是坚持shopping下去   xD


早知道啊,就留多点钱去
那边的东西,真的不是美~
真的不是我要的~
价钱也真的不是比queensbay & gurney 便宜~~~





haiz~
不用紧,改次我们再去蛤~




到晚上~
又吓到,又好笑
但这不方便说
我们自个儿知就好~  xD

den
我跟敏就聊到2++
不能顶了,才甘愿去睡~

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23/11


den hor
她们一大早就都醒了,就我叫不醒><
醒时忙着check out==''




然后~~~~
我们吃完roti canai,就~~~~~






去等ferry 啦~~~
heee~开心~兴奋~
前所未有~哈哈
好像没坐过酱 >.<
但的确,是我们4个自己罢了



然后到北海,就坐公共巴士回sp咯~
几怕坐不到啊
幸好有贵人相助~谢谢丫~~


回到时~又坐taxi到V.M
 k-歌二小时~~
傻了~




这次比去年爽多了,自定时间
transport也没酱贵,去哪就去哪
自己做巴士(有时也是我哥载咯)
但是。。。少了她们几个不爽。。。


就这样~我做工的薪水,用完了~
但~值得~
下一次,我们大家再一起去哦
一个也不少  ^^

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♥ jia♥  



 

♥ while singing in red box♥


♥ me & jia ♥  
♥ wei + jia♥  

♥ me + min qian ♥

♥ XP♥





♥ 深情演唱着♥


 
 
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♥ penang trip & marathon ♥

**20/11 **

1st day going to penang!!
but den jz me, wei, jia & min qian nia ~
at 1st, qi go vf us too, but her uncle n her mum din allowed she cum vf us,cz the reason of danger
it was so regretful......


thong go too~but she followed form 4 trip vf her boy~
den 8 ppls jz left 4 ppl nia, haiz, regretful...


tiz day was the 1st day we're going to penang , by public bus or followed my mum's car
i woke up at the morning 9++, & start to prepared the things...
& packing ...
we fixed departure time at 12.00 p.m.
dey almost near 12 arrived my house, but me siap sedia pada pukul 1   ><''

from the beginning we plan to go by public bus but car still have empty place
so.....lo
when we arrived, we go queensbay 1st, to collected our running cloth in the time
shop a lot , but back vf empty bag
the clothes was nice but the price was so nice too
jz endao jia bought her endao cloth nia lor ~

den 'lom pang' my dad's car back to hotel
nite go the food stall b'side gurney for our dinner, wow, thr was so many ppl
luckily, while we arrive thr, 1 group ppl is leaving, wakaka~
so lucky~


den we met a lot ppl too
den going to sing- k~~
but ...fulling booking
den we book too ,for 21/11  ^^





den back too hotel~~

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when go back to hotel
haha,every1 is high
mad till the highest   xDD
haha,but we fun , we happy, we laugh


wear the marathon singlet..
den high-ing gok ,wakaka
high for wat ,cant say here xP



den tired after high, we go to bed, still evrybody,cant slip
me jz slip  1 hour nia, cant slip.....
den 4.44 a.m. climb up prepare go run marathon  ^^


after prepared, called my lovely bro again ~
to fetch us to queensbay run marathon...
den halfway, rain heavily
we tot we had to rain inthe rain, so romance~
but no, the god stop it ,close the door rainning till the alost end of quarter marathon

it was so tired for us, 10km , so long~
muscle pain, we should not run at the beginning, jz finished our energy nia ~
nvm , we continue nex year ^^

Friday, November 19, 2010

class party × 期待^^

看着一班班class party 的照片
×好爽,看起来,大家都好开心哦^^



我们班的也快要到咯,开心 =)
只是。。。。












不知道会不会也像他们一样的开心叻。。。

















但愿是会的,但几个人会出席也不懂
二十不知道会不会有,担心。。。
最后一次的聚会,我想大家也会发挥
我们3.3 班的团结力量吧
最后一次的了,会的吧。。



24号就是咯,剩5 天罢了咯
食物材料啊,什么什么的都还没买
(其实只想到做烤肉,其他,也不知道要搞些什么食物pun><''')





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yeah!!!
过了明天,就是我们去跑槟城桥的日子咯^^
so exciting ~~
好期待哦,这一次,全部自付,自行,自走,自planning^^






好期待好期待,也。。。好可惜哦。。。
八人行,少三个
雪不能,仪不能,彤没一起T.T









没关系,下一次,一定要一起  xD





hurrayyyyy,明天拿工钱,后天去gaigai....
yeah !!! =)






Thursday, November 18, 2010

真的不是普通的想念。。。。

假期只不过一星期未到,我就开始想念
你,他,她,你们,他们。。。

那一些些,非同凡响的回忆
开心的回忆
属于你我间的回忆





& 有你陪伴在身边的日子。。。^^


Friday, November 12, 2010

last day in skul ♥

today was the last skul day for form 3 students
2day was a memorize day for me
it was happy, we take a lot pictures
2day , performance was performed by part of form 3 students
our class participate too , we perform 2 songs
--today was a farytale
  ~~electric guitar performed by our Dr. music (jonathan ) n miss cutiee( lau kaka), sing by miss pretty (hong xaxa)
--够爱
~~sing by hong xaxa & chong yee, electric guitar remain same

it was a nervouse performance for us
watever, it's a great performance as for me
but we finally lost it, cz of a mistaken on yesterday
i felt sry wif jonathan , & jia jia dem , dey had work hard most
the champions is 3.6, the next was 3.9, by den is 3.7 & 3.2
when 3.2 finish the winners performance wif a song 【朋友】
i saw a few ppl was crying , i think they are reluctant vf their lovely dear frenz gok
watever, it's nt important, tat's a sad event
by den , we take pictures wif teachers n take a whole class photo
and settle the class party
we'll all hoping the day coming soon
it will be the last day class 3.3 gather together...
[hoping of being to happy]

today was a memorize day, i b'lif tat tat day will be so
today be the last day, i felt scared so , i scared we'll separate nex year
tiz is wat i'm not hopping ...
although among tiz 3 years, had happened a lot of sad events
but happy event oso din less den sad's
unless tiz class make us smile a lot

my dear lovely frenz...
would u promise me,
--no matter where u are, choose the way u will happy lots
--dun forget us, ~i will owez keep u guys in my deep heart everlasting
   never forget
--watever whr u r , remember, we will owez gv u the supports^^
~~i would lend u my hand when u nid my hlp
so pls, promise tat u will be happy, kay ?

i won't forget u guys ever
u gv me a different memory tat others cant gv it
i love u ...my dear lovely frenz...
 we can keep it on d, rite?
i cant imagine the day we separate...
i love you ...my frenz...
the last to mension,

u guys owez in my deep heart , love euu ♥

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

the one who are smiling evryday...

××××转载××××
 
总有一些人,他们看上去整天都很开心,嘻嘻哈哈的,没有烦恼,像个小孩,他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣,我很喜欢玩,我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容,好多人都会羡慕他们,然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方,他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面,更没有能力一个人独处,因为当夜深人静的时候,他不知道一个人会发生什么事,坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们,想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤,然后自己对自己说:其实也没什么,命运吧!所以他们就整天逼自己笑,以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦!

他们貌似很坚强,因为在别人看来,他们什么事都能微笑着去面对,但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵,只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独,虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地,那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨!

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着,期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的,希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见,也会另他们难过好久,他们真的真的很介意,介意自己不被人喜欢。因为,他们总是为别人想的很多,对别人总是比对自己好;把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福,喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样,前一秒还伤心的流着泪,后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候,已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵,是的,他们在意的人就像是太阳,在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣,而太阳照不到的背面,那悲伤藏得那么好,不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活,却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着,很累很累,却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远,不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂,恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时,才会卸下盔甲,委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里,笑就是开心,哭就是难过,接近就是喜欢,远离就是讨厌。但其实不是,他们明白了,心好伤,眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后,笑笑得擦干眼泪,说,没关系,我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能,好像总是不会有烦恼,好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决,总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前,笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题,他们却茫然无措,面对自己的悲伤,他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单,说出来的就是心里所想的,肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯,无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以,请别记恨他们,他们从不愿伤害谁,小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯,甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好,因此他们的世界观其实也很简单,他们很容易受蛊惑 ,请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情,因为一旦伤害了,那就将永远弥补不回来! 如果你身边有这种人请你给予他(她)那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀,让他(她)知道这个世界没有抛弃他们
 
 
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所以,想想你身边的人,是否也是如此?
那就多些关心吧
没有人是不要关心的。。。

Friday, October 15, 2010

这一天。。。

这一天的前一天晚上,收到不少的祝福,期待隔一天,想着,睡着了。。。
这一天的前一天,发生了不如意的事【请参考前一个帖子】
这一天,头很痛,中午12++被一连串咆哮声,被逼而醒。。。
这一天, 啥也没吃,胃在埋怨了,才甘愿去买。。。吃斋。。。
这一天,一整天待在电脑前,回应着大家给予的祝福,看着戏
              ~就这样过了一下午。。。
这一天晚上,冲忙洗澡,啥也吃不下,出去看人家走火路。。。
这一天,耳边出现的,不是什么,就是咆哮声以及骂声,吵声。。。
     ~但。。。看到的却是许多的祝福。。。
     ~熟悉的也有,就连陌生的也多,谢谢。。。
这一天,有着一小段胆惊,害怕在2个小地方。。。度过。。。
这一天,绝大多数与电脑度过。。。
这一天,临终时,它给我的留恋是---大家的祝福。。。
这一天,一丝丝,一点点,一滴滴的一些些的一个小小期待,还是让我
有了一丝丝,一点点,一滴滴,一些些的绝望及伤心。。。
但。。。在它临终之后的隔几分钟,带给我一小小的好消息^^

这一天,就只不过是。。。
我15岁的生日。。。
平平无奇的一天。。。
但却又好像是挺充实的。。。就是这一天。。。。。

Thursday, October 14, 2010

damn shit & oso a different experiance day ...

2day beginning, every thing going happy, success
me wif my frenz gathered together.
we ply uno and a few hand's game
happy , fun , enjoyful is growing around us
we plan to continue after recess, but we had forgot we still had a taklimat

after recess me & jia go sortition of basketball competition among class
we get P1, 3.1, 3.2, 3.3 &3.4 get tiz too
omg, fell a lot nervous now
after back of taklimat, alot of unfortunate is happen
jiaqi's phone been stealed, jia's RM 50 too , our class is jz seem like jz finished a battle
hald of our class's bag had been open
i dun noe whether my things stealed too, but i think it was no la
we had doubt vf some1, and tiz ppl's percentage was high
tiz pokkai la,we're jz din have the evidence to proof it nia
seii pok gai!! made my dearlly frenz cry so sadly & pekchek
tiz pokgai !!RM 2 oso steal
u din hv money do buy something eat?or ur hand is jz itchy , jz solve it wif stealing?
jz tell me den , i help u ! bring u to hospital, cut down it, cant itchy more !!
RM 2 u take too, y dun u b a beggar, it will get a lot more den u steal !!

huuuuu.....
cz of tiz incident, we plan to centre tiz afternoon
make a new simcard & find job
among the numerous job, we jz get a few tauke get our personal information
watever, the pok gai do , it will past away, we will welcome the new 1 after it together
nitez, me &wei almost get lost
we wait the bus from 7.43p.m den 8.13p.m it arrived
den...we wait until 9 p.m den it depart, it made me more pekchek den
tiz will cz us a lot trouble, we can wait, but we had wait over the time had to departed
watever, it had depart and near to my house .
1st time i sit wif public bus , but me get lot fun n freshness from tiz more den pekchek
but we missed the station we had to leave, omg...
haiz, watever, nvm , we jz leave at the station wif jiaqi dem , den ask my mum to fetch us^^
watever, tiz is jz really the fun , exciting, different experiance  xD

after PMR, beh syok ehh !!!

the day after PMR
i tot tat it will be fun, enjoyful , but....
it made me disappointed
very, so....
the activity tat arranged by school, it was damn bored !!
a lot of rule ....we take a lot game to skul ...
we bring fone, uno card and so on , but tiz all had been retarded
sooooo bored , ntg can do in skul now, i hope to back earlier contact vf my dearly computer ^^
but leh hor, can ply whole time in skul vf my dearly frenz ^^
from now i get more time to spent wif dem le, hurayyy^^
let's celebrate

skul arrange some spot competition n bored activity for us
tat was damn bored, spot competition cant be overlapping
but i wish to participate on both
arrhhhhh, it made me headache lah, watever le, jz participate both
while basketball den basketball , when badminton den badminton yeah
rite decision   =D

den tiz afternoon , i go village mall vf jia qi & thong
go for.... find job, haiz , susahnya
but tiz is jz wat the hard for job
i'm not enough age, so will b more difficult to get a job
so, tiz is wat the challenge too for me =]
& 2day i oso markh for subject
BC & MM, BC it's was still ok , jz nid the markh of paper 2
dope for no markh too strict lah
MM jz same like wat i said b4 , made the careless
watever, tat's gud so, god bless me , & bless my frenz ^^
gdnitez =]

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

the last day ~

huuray~~~~finish the damn shit exam PMR ,2day is the last day , ev-xamination for BC
queit easy & queit difficult
i din get confidence to get A in tiz subject , watever 2day was the last day
but i din get relax, very happy d emotion of it, dun noe y
may b b'cz is i never felt nervous in tiz exam
so it jz like normal, happy ^^
watever finding job now le
i wanna earn money for ply in the holiday
i wanna, huh can suggest???
arrr, tat's not a easy job, haiz haiz haiz...
susah lah ni, 2moro dun noe got wat activity in skul
hope won't be too boring la, expect the days after today ^^

finished exam , is tiz represent tat, the day we separate is coming soon?
i dun wan ....
but i clearly understand tat, we will going to different future
so we will take our different travel
fight for ourself future....
but i'm scaring too , scared the relationship between us will going dilute
watever, hope tat we still keep on although we are separated
i noe we sure can d, gok......

Monday, October 11, 2010

3rd day for the damn PMR

3rd day ~examination for MM & KH
tiz will b a tension day for me, i wish i will get back my result in the remain subject
MM i think i can , but in paper 1 i made the careless tat i shouldn't made it
it's ok , jz a few mistaken
but KH tat is queit difficult, how i get A??
yoooo~~haiz!! watever la, it past !!!!
tat is my choosen from the beginning ,  tat din pay my full attention in the revision
so...i can't blame to anyone...
however 2day queit miss to ling ling 【玲玲】...
b'coz she, i can came out from the sadness of the mistaken ...
watever, 2moro was the exam for BC, it is oso a subject i wish to get an A
wish it won't be too difficult la
i oso mark the mathematics, i may b get 3 wrong , tat's y i said i get a careless
tat is wat the wuestion i should not get wrong!!
huuuu, it past, kkay, 2moro , BC u wait me, i'm going to do a revision on u now !!

Saturday, October 09, 2010

5555, ling ling oi ~~~~

yooo~~~my aunt's cutiee baby wanna go home to kl le, 2day back to pinang, 2moro to kl ...
5555, u r so cute !!cubit seii lei ...
一星期来,好不容易与你打好关系,你终于让我抱抱,跟我玩了,你却回了。。。
不要啦,还要跟你玩,你去kl了,会忘记我吗?
虽然你是很坏蛋下啦,丢了东西,拿给你,又丢,又拿给你,又丢,又笑
看你笑了,我也捡得开心^^

才一岁一个月罢了咯你,太可爱了,整天要去走走。。。
整天要吃mum mum, 会肥的
女生来的你,要美美的哦^^
nex time meet u , gv u tiz small cutiee baby warning, u cant forgot us ^^
oso thanks for u tiz small cutiee baby, u gave me a lot of smile ^^

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

first day for PMR

today was the first day of pmr. 2day was the test for malay...
paper 1 & 2..
paper 1 is almost queit difficult, but as for those who are intelligent, it was jz a fur of them
but paper 2 is also queit difficult la, but if compare wif paper 1 , it was easier
i'm so fortunately tat, i had refer wif some essays tat is resemble wif 2day question
but, anyway, i still can't absolutely handle it, cz....it is still queit difficult lah


ya, today was the first day of pmr
but...i doesn't fell any nervous even in the last moment going into the 'battlefield'
ya, i'm scaring...
scaring about i did not felt any scare, nervous with tiz suck pmr examination
it was a fantastic as for me
watever it was a gud appearance for me
atleast i won me hurry when i'm examinationing, n won't b anxious disorder in the exam


in fact, in the BM paper 2
i finish it in the last moment
it was scared me, i thought tat i couldn't be finish it
but, luckily it get me enough time
i'm not requiring too many (A)s
i jz hope get 5 enough lah
remove wif the damn subject for me
left the (A)s of BC, MM, SC, KH, BI enough le lah
hope so , watever la
wish on tomorrow's subject won't be so dificult la


jz b tat, today the damn BM subject had pass
SYOK-nya
but the next damn subject will b follow by damn GEOGRAFI and  SUCK SEJARAH !!!
GΘD  βιεss ME ....
N bless my frenz all the best ^^

Saturday, September 04, 2010

mine prologue★我的开场白★

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不知道有什么可以说
所以,【hello, i make a new blog, welcum to see it lo ^^】
我想这一句足够了吧 =]
&...
tiz blog was welcome for ur look about, nice to for ur see, watch
& also nice to for ur leave ur opinion, suggestion , ofcourse ur comment too ^^
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